Bad Habits

I'm sitting in the window in GCS, sipping my cappuccino and listening to someone play Moonlight Sonata on the piano whilst I write my paper on the construction of the church of Saint Peter's (well, taking a break at the moment). The sight is breathtaking, with ice and now on the window roof and the snow covered pond and Christmas decorated landscape outside, while I'm nice and warm inside. 
ahhh.
How come I never did homework in this spot before?
For a brief second I thought to myself, I need to see if my mornings are free next semester so that I can come here more often for quiet time to do homework/hang out with Jesus.
Then I remembered I won't be here and got slightly sad...

lol, you would think, with all these sad posts about having to leave that I don't want to go to London. But that simply isn't true. I am very excited, I promise. I'm just terrible at saying goodbye to the good things I already have. It's a terrible habit of mine. I tend to try to hold on to what "I think" is good and comfortable for me, even though God may have something incredible planned for me in the future. I hate leaving things and people I love, even when I know I will be back. 
But I promise, once I'm in London, I will be fine. I know it will be an amazing experience.
And let me tell you, with all the stuff I've learned in Art History this semester, I'm SO EXCITED to actually see this stuff in person!!!

I'm done with Spanish classes forever, and I wooped my Art History written final exam "in the pants!" (As Sara would say). Then after starting my paper I gave up all motivation to watch Dirty Dancing, my favorite episode of Everybody Loves Raymond, and the Return of the King last night. lol...yes, that is a lot of TV.
And I'm going to go see Tangled again tonight. :)

mmm...she's now playing Pirates of the Caribbean on that piano. Lovely lovely.

Okay...now back to this paper. Once I finish it, I'm done!!